putting myself down..why do i owes blame my self??????????
..all the times i owes blame my self for everything that goes wrong..
I blame myself for things that go wrong a lot. I think I do it because I could have possibly done something to change the future. Sometimes I can't change it, but I still feel like it's my fault. I am not entirely sure why. I just find some minuscule way that I could have possibly prevented the happening, then I feel guilty. I don't know, it's hard to explain.
try to explain my self before explain everyone arround me but still....unanswerin....damn it..
but now its jus how i am.....
Even if I know something CAN'T be my fault, I still take the blame. I hate finding fault in other people, hate believing that they can do wrong, and I'd rather find fault with myself than them..
stupid person like melody chenta..
i ody hate my self..